Crazy Beautiful

Inspiration

I've always been a Harry Potter fan, but my fandom exceeds to being a J.K. Rowling fan too. For myself, I'll always believe that she's not just sharing stories for entertainment.  She's also knowingly or unknowingly sharing her legacy and letting it touch the legacies of others.  I loved how she released behind the stage information on her thought process of writing the Harry Potter Septology.

She knew the last sentence of the last page of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows when she was still writing her very first book.  Knowing that bit of information made me love her even more because she exceeded beyond what's normal.  Many can say it's "crazy", but I say that being crazy at times can make you feel even more alive.  That's all I could want, so I have no shame in saying that I appreciate how I can get pretty crazy.

As an aside, when it comes with legacies, I'll just say that they are the only thing that will always continue to live.

The last page of my autobiography is not the end to my story.  I've meant with all of my heart to finish my autobiography with its last page completely crisp and clear with just one word. It is "Hope".  I know that in my life I started off as my perfect angel, always stressless and blooming with a dress made from hope.  But what was once there one day fell tattered to the ground because she had a life but did not know how to live.  She just wanted to feel something that would make her life spin and move as hard as it could go, but she never knew that the more you want, the more you risk.

Before I would say that I was too healthy years ago and wondered why I was bland and lackluster, so it felt as if I was asking god who I hadn't found all of my heart in to show me a sign to truly believe in a god.  And I think as I write this that he has indeed proved that there's always a point in where and how I am now, and I was right in how my realization afterwards became what made me the "happiest in life".  I'm sick but I am better.

"Hope" is there to stay forever for a reason. For me, it's there to symbolize that there is NO stopping in Bear Territory, so the hope will endlessly be flourishing.  

The "Hope" is also there because it's where it belongs; a last page in a book, but as the bridge to the next novel.  And again, it's there  because it symbolizes how Bears Never Stop.