C R E A T I V I T Y

Dear Earth, you look more welcoming after yesterday's 9 hours straight of the creativity, creativity and extra creativity dressing to my healthy and hearty salad of neuroscience, artificial intelligence, computer science, psychology, physiology, probability and statistics, multifarious random but not random physical sciences, culture, heritage, language and history.  Oblige my desires and let me always get my order on a deluxe golden blue plate by making my yesterdays and future yesterdays be set ablaze a la artful and acrionful innovation, with an endlessly drizzling stream and zig zag of passionately marinated self seeking and sharing passion. 
I'm honestly in love with how I was drowning in knowledge and I hope I'll always be tipsy and drunk with it.  Never let me sober up, because yesterday was more than a yesterday. It's my now, today, and tomorrows. I know my ingredients, but the recipe's still my ongoing experimental leap of faith in heated yet freezing danger where I'll continue to keep things cooking despite the frequency of adding too much or not enough. Last but never late, bless multicolored roses for my maze like garden of thorns where I'm the engineer to my own catastrophe. But nevertheless I do know that nourishment can and will smooth out the rough edges, so I'll start with now reminding myself that I'll never forget to leave my crumbs in my pathway to where I'm walking, running and dancing to, for if I don't leave remnants of my bits and pieces where I first touched, then how extricating would it be to try to find my way back home again.  
Last thing of course is to garnish my salad with fruity filled fruition. 
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I can't get over how badly I wish I could never sit down
cause that whole 8-5pm conference was 1) standing ovation deserving 2) encore please
I wish I did work under the cogsci assciation at cal
so I could work on things lik that conference
damn tho
now I just wish I could do so much more
I want to relive my probability classes all over again
I want to take physiology classes lol
I want to ram neuro psych into myself again and much more
AI ...
so much I could dive into about that
I love my motherrfxn alma mater
that conference made me feel that I'm still so young and that my time thus far wasn
wasnt wasted
I have lived well, but I want to live better
I know I can, so I will
godddd Im in love with how that $25 was too cheap for all that I got from it
yesterday was a day where I knew and felt that my emotions and logic weren't bringing each other down because they were conflicted together. I felt stronger and proud of my passions because the world looks more welcome when my logic and emotions do NOTHING LESS but nourishing each other. I found my mental and emotional peace yesterday. I felt like I was home all over again.  I didn't know how much I missed it until it seared through my recollections that entangled themselves with my new memories that have given the innovation I was waiting for to give my creativity more reason to  keep living.  I left parts of who I was and am in that home away from home & I just want to never forget that I am a capable woman. I learned so much yesterday... 9 hours about Creativity...
I was truly drowning in knowledge and  I wish I could stay drunk from that